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[07 May 2007|09:50pm] new username hate this one maggie_nyrac 3//COMMENT

[04 Mar 2007|12:37pm] [ mood | blah ] Who is gonna flunk the chem lab anyways so she's procrastinating? Caryn, that's who. Eew. I need a job. 1//COMMENT

[05 Feb 2007|04:28pm] SHITTT What the hell are we supposed to include in our Chem Lab Report? I left the sheet at school... please help me honors chem peOPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (i apoligise for the excessive use of punctuation marks) 6//COMMENT

[27 Jan 2007|06:23am] [ mood | anxious ] ARE YOU PUMPED? FOR SCIENCE FAIR?? THE MOST HATED MOMENT OF MY LIFE???? oh yes. I am most definately pumped up for science fair. By 12 noon, I will be done with it. I will never, ever, ever, ever, EVER have to do it again. While I am waiting to be judged, I am most definately bringing my iPod. I ♥ it. So much. au revoir, mes chemie- etudions amies.  I will see you i like an hour and 10 minutes. COMMENT

[12 Jan 2007|01:58pm] [ mood | content ] [ music | somebody to love ] What ever happened to the times when I actually saw all of you every day? When I could go out and have fun and not worry about Chem? I wish we were back to normal. I miss us. Finals are over. I think that I only flunked Chem. But that's alright. Who's not going to etudie pour la chemie sur le week-end? C'est Caryn! She is going to sit on the couch and watch movies (sappy ones) and laugh and eat popcorn and not worry. Starting in about... 5 hours. Oh yeah. Unless anybody has a sincere desire to hitch a ride to California on the freeway with me. :) Love you, miss you, hope you're alright. 1//COMMENT

Totally been in a crazy Barenaked ladies mood lately.. weird [07 Jan 2007|10:11pm] [ mood | happy and sleepy ] [ music | life, in a nutshell - bnl ] So I love it when Kristi travels. She always (times a zillion) brings amazing stuff back for me. She was in New York last week. (She went to all the fake/stolen goods vendors) I got... 1. A fake tiffany and co. bracelet :) 2. A les miserables tee shirt (she actually saw that performance. Supposedly amazing) 3. a pin that i can't remember what it said. 4. A really good Fake kate spade purse and... 5. access to all of the other fake purses she bought!!!! Including a fake coach, gucci, prada, and louis vuitton. I love Kristi. Many times over. :)  1//COMMENT

[27 Dec 2006|11:04am] [ music | banana pancakes ] So. Christmas. That was quick and nearly painless. Dec. 23- Went over to Uncle Ken and Aunt Elaine's house. (Actually, it's a condo.) Ow. That failed. Had to smile and laugh at stupid jokes and be happy when i just wanted to go home. HOME. Christmas Eve- went over to my Aunt Susie and Uncle Mike's house. FUN!!!!! All of the cousins MY AGE were there. I beat everybody at spoons three times. On the floor. In a skirt and heels. Go me.  Christmas- Stayed at home. Got lots of fun stuff. Dec. 26- Walt's anniversary. Went to see The Pursuit of Happyness. (Yes. that is how they spell happyness.) That is one very sad movie. :( Today- Going to the dentist, then going over to Uncle Bill and Aunt Brenda's for cousin night. Go team. Allison- I MISS YOU! AND I HAVEN'T SEEN YOU! If i don't, I hope you had an awesome Christmas and a fantastic time in Michigan. And, once again, if I don't, give me a call. :) 4//COMMENT

[24 Nov 2006|05:31pm] Okay. The parade was amazing in a big way. Let me take you through my day. At 5 am, I woke up. Ate nothing. (Really smart of me says sarcastic caryn conscience). Left house at 6am with Kristi, Elle, Ragan, and my Padre to go downtown. We get to the costume check in. We're not really sure which costume we're getting, since they switched our balloon. But. The costume is.. A BRIGHT EFFING YELLOW JUMPSUIT AND A FELT HAT IN THE SHAPE OF A SUN. You should have seen my dad's face.. He so wanted to walk out. But he didn't. And he wore the costume of costumes. So we take the bus to our balloon. In our costumes. I swear, 15 different people took pictures of us with their mouths agape. It was funny at first, but then I wanted to impale them on one stick. (Yes. Only one) But we get to our balloon. (Btw, when we pass people in the street, they say "Hey sunshine", or "You are my sunshine", or "Hey Giiiiirrrrrllllll... You bringing da sun wit yew??") Our balloon is TINY. And our Balloon captain? Captain Adam, as he said to call us. Captain asshole, if you ask me. Or Captain Idiot Ignorameus. He didn't remember the name of our float. OMFG. We were wearing effing SUNS on our heads and Yellow jumpsuits. He hit the stupid tree. Hit every branch on the way down. Landed on the stupid dirt. Rolled into the stupid river. Floated down the stupid waterfall. floated to the stupid Island. Met up with the stupid natives. Had a big effing stupid party. You get the picture??? So when we're walking down Woodward, he has several main mistakes. 1. He doesn't watch where we're going. Ragan nearly ran into a lightpole but he wasn't paying attention. Another parade volonteer had to move her out of the way. 2. He wasn't paying attention because he just waved at the crowd the ENTIRE TIME. 3. He made us spin the balloon every 15 steps. You don't get it. You have to SPRINT in a huge circle when you spin the balloon.  After doing this 6 times in a row, Kristi and I yelled at him to stop.  When Kristi and I yelled at him, he got offended. Hello. I'm an effing asthmatic. We don't sprint in circles without an inhaler. Whatever. 10 minutes into the parade, we all ignored him. After that, it was so cool. There were SOOO many people on the streets who kept waving at me. Towards the very end, the street got very narrow and we were so close to the crowd. All of the little kids' hands were out, waiting for a high five. I totally gave them all one. You should have seen their faces. All the parents looked so happy too. It's such a great thing for detroit to have this parade- it's amazing for Detroit to look good for a change. Bringing pics to school on monday. Hope you all had an amazing thanksgiving! ( I know I did...) 2//COMMENT

[09 Nov 2006|03:59pm] [ mood | dorky ] [ music | Better Together- jack johnson! ] I discovered the Jack Johnson Cd AGES ago, but I haven't listened to it in a while. It's my favorite CD Ever- really.  This week had some major suckage, but that's alright. I'm pretty much alright now. I was sick for a while. (I kind of still am.. eek) Damn sinus infections.  I'm just achy, tired, and I am in the possession of a runny nose. I have been drinking more water than god, though. (I never drink water- It bothers me) I got my Blue lake alumni scholarship in the mail today. I'm most definately going. I'm not sending my application in until after I audition for a scholarship at DC. I better get a big-ass one, though. Getting into internation better boost my credentials. I hope (like nobody's business) that Earle Louder is still going to be there. He is the SWEETEST eighty-year-old man I know. {he was my euphonium tech teacher} I bought his Cd's from him last year at camp- they're amazing. If you want a copy, just ask for one. I have no qualms with burning some copies. I do listen to them while I do my homework [obiously I'm a band geek!] I hate the cookies in the cafeteria. I don't know why, but they don't taste good anymore. I don't know. They're just funky.  So.. Solo and Ensemble. I'm doing a Solo (gasp) and a quartet with Embeezy, Dylski, and Janine. (No. Janine does not have an amazingly spelled nickname). Le Bushman still hasn't given me my Solo music- that bitch. :) I'm okay. 5//COMMENT

[23 Oct 2006|03:59pm] please. somebody get me out of here. COMMENT

[15 Oct 2006|10:42am] [ mood | humiliated ] I'm so ashamed.. This morning after i woke up, my dad tells me to come over. "Here's an ad for that speaker DC is having come talk to you all on Monday". He's a nationally known CHASTITY SPEAKER. Ugh. But that's not the worst. part. Then he turns to another page and says "You all are probably getting this speaker because of this picture" And it's me, Colleen, Tom Jones, and Sarah. We had been talking in the corner, and then this old guy asked us to pose for a picture. So we did. And they put it in the newsletter. And I look like the biggest DC SLUT EVER. UGH.  Page eight of the DC newsletter. But the worst part is.. That's the only slut picture on the ENTIRE PAGE. Really. There's a cute one of Sarah P, Alex Norman, and Lauren at the pep ralley, but WHY DO I HAVE TO BE THE SLUT?!?!?!?!?! if you have a copy of this newsletter, please burn it.   Thank you. 8//COMMENT

[18 Sep 2006|08:54pm] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | none ] put my heart on my sleeve and get pushed to the ground.  Mondays can die. Literally. 2//COMMENT

[08 Sep 2006|04:22pm] [ mood | irritated ] [ music | stone cold crazy- queen ] anybody got pj's email? I need to email him something. So.. Dance tonight... Yeah I'm skipping pep band. There'll be more. um. FUN! Elle hates me.. Let's just say that RIGHT now. Thank GOD she's going to pep band tonight instead of the dance. I cannot deal with any more of her tonight. Allison- Mrs. Okon asked about you the other day. She's like "Where's Allison?" and I said that you moved to Texas. She misses you like crazy, I think. : 1//COMMENT

on hiatus until aug 7. [10 Jul 2006|08:52am] [ mood | ecstatic ] [ music | carousel waltz ] Hey people. Since I won't be updating until Aug. 7, I think I'll tell you why. I leave for Blue Lake on Wednesday. I'll be back the 23rd. But, oh wait. Apparently I might be going to Georgia on the 24th. And if I go, I'll be back the 30th. And then band camp is the 31st. That's through the 3rd. Then Cedar Point is the 4th. And the car wash is the 5th. And the 6th? That's gonna be a Caryn day. To finish her required reading. So, in other words: I don't get to breath till Aug. 7th. WTF??? and I have my low brass sectional today. Then I'm going to Eileen's. And tomorrow? I have to go to Greenfield Village with my Georgia Relatives that I'll probably be seeing on the 24th of July anyways. And then I have to Finish PACKING!!!!!!!! I am really excited about all of this anyways. I love Blue Lake to DEATH. It's my home. And, maybe while I'm in Georgia, I'll get a tan(?!?!?!?!?) No, actually, probably not. Us Irish people don't tan. We burn. And freckle.  Many times over. So, for you people who don't know, my address at Blue Lake is:::::: Caryn Pavlak Blue Lake Fine Arts Camp Central Camp- Billings Point- Bachman 300 East Crystal Lake Road Twin Lake, MI 49457 If you want me to send you a letter, just leave your address in a comment here. I think that today I'm going to pack mostly everything. Oh, wait again. Did you know that on Wednesday, I will be on the road at 5 am??? Cause Elle has to check in at nine. NINE Freaking Mother AM. So, If you're up at 5 am on Wednesday, think of me. in a car. Sleeping. IN MY BLUE LAKE POLO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!x18931318416876219 So, goodbye until next month, I guess. Unless you're going to blue lake. Or I'll see you at BAND Camp. hecka yes 5//COMMENT

[07 Feb 2006|05:40pm] I'm not happy with my year i love all the new friends i made this year, i really do but i told myself that this would be the best year of my life and its not i love it, but its not as good as i want it to be infinate loving hugs 1//COMMENT

[02 Feb 2006|04:09pm] i am so screwed up i was going through last semester's folder right now, and i found some english papers in it. i started laughing and crying so hard at the same time. i miss english so much. i miss being able to feel like i was doing something that almost made sense and do bad in the class. now in stupid people english, im getting a fricken 102.5 percent. i miss mrs okon that bitch 5//COMMENT

[15 Jan 2006|01:41am] [ mood | relieved ] [ music | come Sail Away ] today... was needed. everything that's been building up is going to get better soon. really. i'm promising myself that it has to. everything is going to change within a matter of hours.. but it has to get worse before it gets better. damn it. COMMENT

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